Do I have to tell anyone?

Have you ever tried to explain the mechanics of what is wrong with a car and how to fix it to someone who doesn't have a clue?  That is what you will get trying to talk addiction to friends and family who are not educated on the subject. It is a foreign language and a foreign land. Not their fault and not their problem. It's your problem and your recovery. Some family are open to the subject and if they are ....well, you are very lucky!  Not everyone is open to the subject when it comes to family. Could be pride, or maybe they are addicts/alcoholics themselves! Who wants to look in the mirror? If you don't have the support of family and/or friends then there are plenty of support groups and others in recovery you can turn to. If it's one thing I know to be true:  addicts will always accept other addicts and be there for that 2 am phone call when you really want to use. You don't have to be BFF, but some type of support is needed in recovery. Someone who understands exactly what you are going through and can listen without judging. With the opioid crisis going on there are many new hotlines, support groups, treatment centers and professionals in this field. If one doesn't suit you, there are plenty more to try.